Module 1, DONE:)

maghrib time, 29th Sept 2009

its 5.41 pm, hari ni banyak masa untuk rileks, online, sebab hari takde kelas.. yang ade cume exam utk our first module..

basically, untuk 3 minggu pertama ktorg hidup sebagai pelajar universiti, kitorg start dgn modul 1. modul ni merangkumi beberapa subjeck which are
study skills,
medical terminology
ethics
E-learning
Medical History
Biostatistic
ni je ke? ops... sendiri lupe:D:D:D haha.. so far ni sahaja yang kami belajar untuk tiga minggu ni.. senang lah jugakk.. mmg perkenalan habes lahh. bgos jugak 3 minggu subjek tak berat.. tym2 ni sempat lagi lah ktorg klua utk biase kan diri dengan keadaan sekililing.. boleh dah la mintak kurang bli brg...
exam tadi senang lah jugakk..boleh dihadam:) semua subjek tadi, except history and e learning, 27 soalan, dlm 25 minit.. ok lahh..balik2 singgah bli buah sebab utk Ween, esok nk gi rumah die rase masakan die..hhuhu..
sampai2 rumah je.. terus tolong ahlul bait masak.. yup.. i cook.. haha.. utk awal2 tu mmg bli je makanan.. tp sape sanggup makan roti je... adoyyy.. last2 pakat ramai2, bli rice cooker makan.. tak mampu la nk mkn arab je evryday kan...

hmm... ape lagi nk cerite ekhhh.. haha.. actually post ni utk family yang pesan sgt suro post blog dalam bahasa melayu:D:D mama,.. post ni utk mama bace!! mama jgn rsau along sgt2 ye;)

nway, to my lovely BFF Wan Nur Fakhriah,
time kasih atas post yang anda dedicate utk saye.. time kasih atas nasihat ye!! saye rindu awak sgt3!! terime kasih jugak kerana selalu memahami saye!! fyi, chwe memang org yang PALING CEPAT DETECT my current emotion.. kalau elmo baru habes nanges, susa org nk perasan, kecuali chwe:D chwe pun jnis cepat perasan kalau elmo tgh bengang ke, happy sgt ke.. evntho muke elmo biase je.. haha.. ni yang bertambah syg chwe nih:P

thats all for today peeps..

emo break down day

friday, 23rd october 2009

ive been away from my hometown for 3 weeks already.. its true, i am fine here.. physically.. but not emotionally.. i was quite regret for not realizing that, when u closed with your family, shit that happen isnt really a shit,(yes, nana's tag line for her blog.. its really true mann)..cz u still got family that still brings u away from all those shit..
same goes with friends..
lately, something really does bothers me a lot.. criuzly.. hmm... since its too personal i dont think i can write it here.. but i tell you, that suddenly, images from my last day in malaysia, in klia, appears in my mind..first my family, then friends.. bree, abie, chewe lil voice, atikk, alay! trus, i burst into tears.. i cried.. i miss my friends! i missed alay! skype dgn alay.. idk y but i cried trok gile in front of my computer.. talked with her a bit.. she is still cheerful as before.. after 15 min vdeo call with her, i smiled:) hehe.. thanks alay, im out skejap thinking to go to the bank.. again.. urghh!! i dont want to talked about it yet! back from sultan hussein, i finally got a chance to talk with aref through ym.. it hs been awhile since i speak with him.. thanks aref.. ko ingat pesan aku, ko nk tunang pun kasi tau dulu tau! awek kau geng aku, kalau ak tak lepas kan, ko tak leh kawen dgn geng aku:P
then i read again nabilah yazid's blog, which was ddct8d for me, and bree's.. oh.. i miss both of you.. naa, that post is my fav post:P thanks thanks thanks
tu tak masok lagi bace notes and cards from my friends for my bday..
*tears*
i need a true hug.
i need a smile. i need one sincere smile.
i need one word, hello...
enough,
showing that you never forget about me.

ma, pa, adek, bgh, kdek, angah ad other member of the family:)
abie, chwe, bree, alay, m, izah, nana, zaz,zna and other gladiators..

.NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART.

im not lying.

:')

thank you, nameless uncle;)

just got back from manshia, a place where i thought a supermarket in alexandria..

after zuhur prayer, me, ibah, hasni and biha went downstairs having a lunch ar serumpun. well, its true that serumpun restraurant is a lil bit expensive, bit that is the only place where we can have malays cuisine, eventho it is definitely not as tasty as i had in malaysia before. therefore we decided to share our money, buy 2 plates of nasi goreng for 4 persons;) boleh lah hidupp.. nasi pun bkn die bagi sket mcm kat msia;))

then went ot manshia, to buy pile, hangers, household stuff by cab. i didnt noe that manshia is name of a a place. i mean, manshia is just like a huge petaling street.. so it is really hard for us to find a good store to find those household stuff.. my friends decided to go to fatallah, but we didnt know the real place is.. gbah started to asked around, some say dont know, and when gbah asked a policeman there, a very very nice egyptian man came toward us with his wife maybe, asking us what we want, since berckp dgn pak polis tu mcm ckp ayam dgn itik.. this man talked english with us..
haha.. after being in egypt, i really appreciate my english teacher;P i started to have a chat with this guy,he told me that he was once working in england for 25 years..thats why he speak english so well..they brought us to a store named zananah.. from where we met to zananah, it was quite far... but he and his wife still bring us there.. the told me that fatallah is a a place to find a ver hygienic stuff and fruit or vegetables, but it is not easy to find household stuff there.. he brought us to what he said the most cheapest store to buy household stuff, which is zananah.. its really true man.. that place is so damn cheap compared with others.. and the workers there are nice too.. hehehe.. too bad i didnt ask his name cause i really wish i could see him again..
its a bonus if we have an egyptian friends you know..
whatever it is, i was so happy thankful to HIM giving us help, to met such nice egyptian.. i can still smiling, feeling very lucky today.. Alhamdulillah...

photos;)

i wanted to send my family my pictures in egypt, but because of connection maybe, i cudnt attach it, so i decided to post them here;) ma, pa, adek, bgh.. i loveeeeeee you!!!

new soul

yup, i am a new soul in Egypt.. there's so much i need learn about living in this ardhu qinanah.. it wasnt so bad like what u've heard.. they are not about jubah or extremist, they are not as scary as they say.. they have a very beautiful sea, beautiful country, interesting history, helpful people, u just have try to fit in.. bukan diorg yg kene biasekan diri dgn kte, name pun duduk tempat org, think again about the old proverb, masok kandang kambing.... sambong sendiri..
basically, i dont really have much problem bout living here i Egypt, so dear friends and family who might happend to read, im fine!!
if elmo ade problem skali pun, its inshaAllah not about living, but maybe personal problem, biase lahh.. baru nak dewase;)
im writing this post actualy after i listen to my fav song from yael naim, NEW SOUL.. this song really suit me at this time:p

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

See I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate? try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)
uuuhhh

This is a happy end
Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

New soul...
(la, la, la, la,...)
In this very strange world...
(la, la, la, la,...)
Every possible mistake
(la, la, la, la,...)
Possible mistake
(la, la, la, la,...)
Every possible mistake
(la, la, la, la,...)
Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...

Egypt

just a short one here..

i stepped on egypt land on 1st october, my first impression towards Cairo is, this place is very cold and windy.. winter is coming thats why the weather is colder than usual.. hmm.. our first stop is bangunan abbasiyah, malaysian hall, ARMAH. 5 days kot orientation weeks with cairo's PERUBATAN senior.. Alhamdulillah, we'v got the chance to visit pyramid, Sphinx, makan imam shafie and kubu sultan salahudin.. oh and masjid 4 mazhab.. egypt has a very unique art n culture.. i love the arts on those masjid, how they built and create such great and beautiful masjid, and the most importantly, those mosques is here since the last decade! or more.. hhaahaa.. lame gile and mcm mane boleh tahan.. they are so talented, creative and genius back then.. hehe.. but criuzly, visiting these places, learning they history really gives me something on that day. not only great pictures, great experience that i get from the visit, but also a great story utk dijadikan tauladan.. hhuhhu.. tak tipu ni...

then, we depart from cairo to Alexandria, my new home, by bus.. it takes 3 hours maybe to reach alex.. cairo is more conservative compared with alex. mediterranean sea in alex is so blue..btol kate bree.. hehe. i love the sea.. the breeze.. yeah, great.. the hostel is also cool mehh. mcm hotel.. haha.. tak tipu.. from hostel to campus, jalan je boleh.. sgt dekat.. haha..
hmm.. food? yeah.. boleh telan.. roti die keras sket tapi sedap.. mmg boleh menggemukkan tapi i definately dont want to get fat in egypt, even tym winter..

tadi kate sket tapi ni dh panjang dah... hmm.. lagi.. dosa memaki org memang bertambah dtg ke mesir ni.. haha.. but i think i an handle it.. hagah basitoh! cehh..

ok, last one.. for few days ive here in egypt, as a malaysian student here, im really proud with the ukhuwah build by the senior PERUBATN here. susah woo nk jumpe senior baik camni.. baik sesgt...

ehhh idk lah what to write, pic, plz visit my fb.. babai!

18 hours left

5 o clock in the morning, still cannot sleep, idk y..

yesterday, i went out to mid valley, i asked ween to come along, bt she cant, so i shop with aref alone, before gee, his girlfriend came from um, hehs..well thanks to them, i finally a bought a backpack, a dorothy perkins handbags that ive been longing for..haha..andd!!! watching malay movie, jin notti for the last time, lunch was on ateh, my aunt, later after she found out that we're going to watch movies, she came along, leaving her work at her office.. ateh is always love to break the rules, starting from skola until now shes working at the shell's the garden office.. aiyooolaaahh..haha..
but somehow, im glad, im spending my time with my best buddy here in ttdi jaya, haha.. nway, im glad hes finally found what he call soulmate, i hope his relationship ends with marriage..congratulation, jage gee elok2, kalau tak aku tembak kau, gee tu dah geng aku tau tak!!haha..lupe lak, thank for driving me home aref.. smalam and sblom2 ni.haha!!

and then, home, repack again, saw my mom shed tears two three times..hmm...sian mama..hmm.. i only bring one bag for check in, one laptop beg, and one backpack, that all.. my luggage mcm nk pecah pegi sumbat evrything inside, hehs..

hm.. then nk tdo tak leh pulakk, tomorrow there will be a lot of people coming to see me, hopefully sedar..

this evening, im going to start a new journey, new book, new life...

i dont want to cry before naik plane..plzz....

cerite budak ngantok;)

two exhausting days, 26th and 27th September, of course lah, kenduri.. on 26th, im glad i met almost all my family members and also my very2 old friends.. thank you for coming,, and also thank you very much for the duit raye;)buat susa2 je...hehe..
on 26th tu, seriously, penuh gile.. bbq pun ade.. cannot go.. pa, sket2 cukup.. and on the 27th, my gladiators friends came, yeah, as expected, my plan nak buat breakfast xjadi, jadi lunch at the end.. huhu.. never mind, at least u guys came, im so glad see u guys taw...
and after alay, zana, ween, abie, zue, mirasani, aika, jwang balik, i slept then woke up when i received a call fom syaker(syakirah), she coming, maghrib baru sampai, we talked until 9 o'clock, since after that syaker need to buy something at giant kan..
after diorg balik yup, my dad dragged us to plaza masalam to buy my laptop.. i guess papa gets annoyed already when mama keep reminding him about my laptop.. i was actually kesian kan my dad, im sure he spent A LOT for the kenduri, and now, a laptop?? aiyoo.. tak sampai hati nak sebut depan die pasal laptop, tp mama... hehs..
and this is it, hp pavilion dv2.. one thing a like the most about this laptop is the keypad:)cantik, hahahaha...
rioght now im downloading skype, ym, java, itunes, and some other application.. its 4.21am already and im still not sleeping.. aiyahhh!(but i really need help to download ym in my laptop,sengal nk mati dari tdi try xleh)
tomorrow, plan nye nk amek that STUPID INJECTION kat demc, bangang gile, do i really need this??i ws supposed went off to mid valley looking for a backpack and to watch a movie actually, tp delay to tuesday, TAK SAPE NK TEMAN! susa lah camni, if papa tau sure suro someone anta.. but who?? sape nk teman??!! hehe.. i guess ill be going by ktm je la.. sorg2,, sneak out:P or maybe ask my adek to teman, bosan:(

oh, u noe, i still dont have an itunes account, that y i cannot use those cool application, bosan gile, theres no use lah i use an iphone my dear! huuu..sedeh! really hope to have one soon, ni sume pasal xde credit card:(

emm... 68 hours left before i left this country, huuu... i have to repack my stuff, after i kombah kan balik tadi,haaha...

oh, my birthday also coming meh!! remember, when i knew that we will be flying off on my bday, i criedddd?? haha, skang ni dh heartless, tak pikir langsong bout it.. not feeling sad too.. all i noe i just want to buy a cake and agih kan kat airport nnt.. tu je..

hmm..upax susa nk carik, nk bli kat airport je kot, kalau xde naseb lah...

hmmmm.... cte ape lagi ehh?? nothing dah kot,, hehe,, babai;-*

syawal

tonite, im heading back to my kampung in Kuala Pilah.. definitely cannot post anything in my blog till wednesday maybe, so im taking this opportunity to wish my beloved readers and followers :

selamat hari raya aidilfitri:):):)

for all my wrong doing, minta maaf minta ampun banyak2.. elmo mmg slalu lepas cakap. elmo slalu act before she thinks.. sorry.. halal kan makan minum duit o brg yg dipinjam ke.. anything.. if ade hutang boleh claim, kalau lupe halal kan jelah;)

again, maaf zahir & batin,

loveyou; nurulellmy

p/s: jemput dtg rumah raye;)

17th September 2009, date to remember*wink*

17th Sept 2009, dear nadya, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! have a great bday and plz balik cpat sket, we need to buke puase together meh:)

17th Sept, yesterday, 16th was my adek's bday, poor shamil we got nothing for him this year, previously i sent him card, this year, none:(even my parents didnt prepare anything for him, i was actually planned to buy something for him at mid valley yesterday or buke puase at secret recipies..tp tak sempat langsong:((luckily yesterday he celebrated his bday with his friends + his sempoi school teacher, 1am, after their tadarus until idk, b4 sahur maybe.. papa a bit pissd off, dh x kasi die kuar malam dah, dek, eventho yr 14, but u hv that cute face mcm skola rendh bai. i dont mind if u want to kuar malam, but plz, jage diri, JGN LUPE NK BLAJA and pepandai lah..ni sampai kul 4, pikir lah sket syamil ooiii..bapak mane tak marah..

17th Sept, meaning 13 days left before i leave the country. adoi. i think, all of us yg together studying in Alexandria soon r thinking the same thing.all of us, sure, busy counting days for nk fly ni, sume tak pikir sgt raye.. but as for me, raya wasnt in my mind langsong.. instead of thinking, oh kasut raye tak bli lagi, elmo lagi pikir, damn, mane nk carik duit bli kasut nk gi mesir nihhh... sedar2, due hari lagi nk puase.. GOD. two days??!!! and bangah tak sampai rumah lagi??!!mann.. u know, i criuzly dont have the mood to raye babe.. criuzly! this mood was so not good, y?? because evrytime my mom asked me to help her buat kuih, kemas n susun rumah, i dont really do it spnuh hati..ma,, sorry.. along tak rase nk raye pun..buat lah jugak, tp tu lah..eiiisssh... chwe siap raye kat umah baru, elmo tak pikir pun bai..heessshhh..

17th Sept, as i said tdi, 13 days, meaning not much time left, therefore, ween (nuryn) and i decided to visit colege for the last time. so yesterday, 16th, i met ween (man, yg kau pakai baju kurung tak plan dgn aku asal sengal) at kl cntral, 1030am.. chatting (ween skrang dh pandai*wink*) smpai sban 11 somthing, smpai kolej 12.. we were very nervous before masok gate college.. tp ku gagah kan jugak.. met teachers, owh miss them so much.. poor ween, stiap cg yg ktorg jumpe, msti ween kne tego suro pakai tudung,"ye cg, kat sane saye pakai.."sabar eh ween.. so ktorg jumpe jumpe most them, yay! pnat sgt utk list kan sume nye kat sini.. tp i do wanna tell you that, my bahasa arab teacher, Pn Anisah gile terkejut with the fact that ill be studying in mesir soon.. " ni lah student yang kne marah tak masok klas for pmr tym for, tapi dpt a jugak.." peace ustzh..haha sorry,, biase lah bdak2, nakal siket..hehe..and yeah, Sensei Ali, cg paling sempoi dgn elmo.. "next year sensei gi sane kamu tunjukkan jalan tau" ofcz lah sensei:) sensei ali know about my passion toward arts. ahah. since last year i went out with him, shopping for band's wardrobe, hes a lil bit cerewet, but thank god he still can consider my opinion, yeh. so biase lah, he remind me to treasure and study the egyptian's art kat sane.. caligraphy and such.. bukan utk ape2.. just for fun.. eventho im studying medicine later, doesnt mean i cant learn bout anything else kat sane rite? alang2 di negara org, i also want to study their culture and arts.. (and ofcz about islam since dh kat egypt pun, urghh time..plz be kind to me)..mcm sensei buat tym die kat jepun dulu:P anyway, sensei, sensei gave me a folding fan with kimono pattern and an interior lantern!! cantik!! soft color meh:)he asked me to hang the lantern in my room in egypt later, ofcz!! thank you for the lovely presents, sensei:):) jumpe plak the other teachers, yg pesan suro kawen pun ade,, aiyah! tak mampu la cikgu.. ahahaa.. pnat gile, balik from college 4, and 5 baru gerak from sban:( ween smpat beli air and roti sebab lapa, celake kau ween!! haha.. it was really late mann... bengang gile.. i decided to tuka train at bank negara, tp the crowd was stupid.ha amek kau.. i noe, incident tolak menolak adelah biase tym nk kuar train.. tp phm tak, let them out fers! then only u come in.. aiyah.. elmo dh mcm kene burger pun ade gak, siyot nk mati.. the worst part is, train tu train yg pintu cinonet kat tepi, bukan yg terbukak kat tgh.. mane tak hectic.. tp elmo cool je tym kne himpit tu:) " xcuse me, im going out.. sorry.. tumpang lalu, nk klua.. eh.. eh.. chill! bwak bertenang.." tym ni dh kne himpit sungguh.. at that tym sume nk cpat kan..nk buke lagi.. but plz, train pintu kecik at this moment?? boleh tak buat one pintu for masok, another door for out.. ktm managemnt, please do somethin about this oke.. poor this one atok cine.. dgn die2 skali kne himpit..hesshhh...
i was actually cool bout that himpit2 incident, tp gelabah nk mati about train ke p.klang di cancel!! man!! gilo??!!! again.. my dad didnt know lah bout this.. nk aku buke kat mane?? waited for one hour, sengal, lari bli roti and f&n laici.. naseb ade tempat duduk (kelebihan org tuka kat bank negara) buke tym train stopped at kl station.. yeah.. thanks to zana.. home by 8. my dad was stuckd in jammed pulak, tak buke rumah.. naseb baik:) but a the end, he still knew that i was from college, and just came back home by 9 tu.. not snapped at me after i told him i went there (college) for bayar hutang..haha..selamat..

17th sept.. im gonna help my mom kemas rumah, kaw2 nye.. but ma, after along amek my new shades kat plazamasalm dgn ateh ehh:)

17th sept..

so this is it.. elmo's 17th Sept 2009